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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

broken

I'd put up a new post today, but it seems like the whole world is coming apart. To listen to the news, read the MSM or even the little local flagrags, or visit a retailer because you have a real need and are willing to part with coin from the money economy only to see clockwatching clerks standing around in a daze annoyed your presence interrupts their clubbing discussions, and the empty high rent chain boxstore where this takes place every single day on formerly Busy Boulevard doesn't have the item you saw on their website anyway, it is, well, it is infuriating ... and its dirty pool. Everything I just listed is worthless adhesive to keep the gauze over the wound that cannot, will not heal without exposure to sunlight. So today's entry isn't really a post. You want links? See my link lists.
I've got plenty of other things to do, but every time I look up there is another treason, another psychopath shouting "REPREHENSIBLE", another half-thousand new laws waiting for some sorry hoper to fork over massive fees because poison insects infested the foundations and the whole joint is spewing molten ash over innocents accidentally existing on the demolition site ...
At latest count, we've got three 9/11 calls dovetailing and nobody is picking up the receiver: Pipelineistan, climate catastrophe and global economics. Where is the phone company? They're over in Iraq of course, huddled in a PR surge for the Godfather, our eternal campaigner. We've been sacrificed, left on our own to struggle against the rising rivers, we're all 9th warders now. Here we are in the middle of the 4th World War, which will come to be the last war, the war that put all the other wars throughout all of recorded history to shame and its just an illegal rumor.

26 comments:

Anonymous said...

Nina,
Always know that you are not alone. We are not alone.
All my love,
Your friend,
Jim (Jj)

Dadnerd said...

If the earth was filled with adults only, I think I would walk off a cliff. It's those beaming bright children s faces that kill me. Where adults have been polluted, and misled, and beguiled and manipulated the children are free. You see them playing and singing, having no idea what's in store.

And nature teeming with life and complexity. What's left of it anyway, she still struggles in all her glory despite our destruction. I do see the yen and yang of things, where volcano's explode and rip off the side of a mountain, and yet reveal much beauty at the same time. I went to mount saint Helen's about ten years ago, it is unbelievable.

Oh did I tell you my theory? Okay don't laugh. The earth is simply tired, I'm saying tired of all this life crawling all over her skin for millions of years. She has a plan, she has a way to deal with it all, that's where we come in. Humans that is. We are here to get rid of all this pesky life covering the planet. And by god we are doing a great job. The planet needs a break, so she can start all over again.

I think it's natural to have good days and bad days. Reminds me of that poem for some reason...

There I sat, alone and melancholy, and a voice said cheer up things could be worse, so I cheered up and sure enough things got worse.

I think I botched that...

Cheers

nina said...

Ah, my two dads, what do you say to your children?

Dadnerd said...

posted this at Origami in reply to your reply, think I'll duplicate it here, he's fast asleep, I put it up hours ago.

Nina:

As you are very perceptive, I take everything you say seriously. That is one of the many beauties of the internet, we can express ourselves freely. Especially in forums like this, it's good to leave the ego at the door, and jump in with both feet. You never know what will come out of it.

Both you and Les have this nice artistic quality of throwing out all kinds of images, full of detail and color, and subtle implications. Just reading it is a pleasure. There are other contributors that have other qualities, and the whole thing adds up to a pretty cool place.

Namaste

Visible said...
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m_astera said...

Hi Nina-

I have a friend who is a very clear psychic. She does not get vague impressions, she gets 4-D in technicolor and surround sound.

For the past three weeks she has been feeling a waiting pause on the planet; Nature knows something is getting ready to happen. She has also been experiencing what she calls a "sweeping frequency" moving through her that is very loud and annoying and has not stopped for these past three weeks, only gotten louder and higher in pitch. She notes that the clouds where she lives have been making rows across the sky, and birds and animals have been making rows too, as well as joining up in twos and threes, whole herds of animals, whole flocks of birds.

She does not know what is going to happen, at all, only that something big is on its way, the planet knows it is coming, and only the mass of humanity is ignoring the signals, or trying to. She reports that sensitive people, especially teenagers, are having severe headaches.

I'm not nearly that clear, but this rings true to me, the pause, and the buildup is putting us all on edge.

What can we do? Hold our focus, as we have learned and been taught. We are the forerunners and we have to stay focused to observe and know the truth when the masses get fooled again or panic. We are the survivors; we have made it through everything thrown in our way, every obstacle. We may get discouraged but we have not given up, not for long anyway. Those of us who have come this far and not suicided, gone insane, or joined the opposition, we really don't know how to quit any more. And we won't. We don't have to hang on forever, change is coming, but it will likely continue to build in intensity before the wave breaks.

Just so you know that you are not alone.

Love you lots-

Michael

nina said...

Visible, I fear you have been pulled out of your privacy on a false alarm. If ever I was personally troubled to the extent Jj suggested, and I don't know how it was portrayed, it doesn't matter, I would step right up and say so. To you, one on one, no intermediaries necessary. Nevertheless, I am deeply touched you jumped in, everyone should be so fortunate. I know well they are not, so I am especially grateful and humbled beyond words.

nina said...

It is important that I clear the air for a minute. I am always fine, even when it looks to someone else I am not, I am. Even in the worst scenarios imaginable, I am fine. My post today and the reactions here, despite having brought in my esteemed compatriots, is a perfect example of what I was saying. Let us not be diverted from the real subject at hand, the faux reality of an unfriendly parallel universe known by many names, but all of which are the manufactured Illusion that presses closer by the hour. It is everywhere now. Like the Blob. We been laden down by the Blob. They'd shut down the internet tomorrow if they didn't have so much advertising revenue writing the rules. On top of everything else, take a look around, we have all been separated, thousands of impossible miles between us... hmmmm. This is not an accident of fate.

m_astera said...

Perhaps we are spread out for our own safety and protection, and perhaps because the energy we transmute needs to be evenly spread around.

The internet is here to stay. It may experience a few hiccups, but it is and will remain the new planetary nervous system and collective mind. I'm very sure of that.

BTW, nina, I wasn't a bit concerned about you overall. People tend to worry a little about me sometimes too, and just like you I tell them "I am always OK".

Visible said...

Well then, I removed my post and others too... but not the sentiment.

Strange things have been happening around my work lately ever since the multi-nicked mouse showed up and much stranger things are happening at my email and so on and so forth. It's just the way it goes on occasion. I am very glad you are okay.

It is much more rare for these things to show up right when I am in the bag which happens somewhere between slim and nothing and rare and not at all. That takes inside information or a drone with a camera or blind luck. I'll go with the latter and we will see what happens.

Man, I feel like Bush on the Sedgway lately. I keep telling myself it will pass but the car I am in seems to be going faster than the traffic.

Love and warm regards all around and let's see what's happening today.

Anonymous said...

Hi Nina,
What I say, is the same as what I do--that's for the children--they "get it" on some level--I'm not a mystical parent to them although I'm sure they have the usual "my parents are assholes" kinda thing going on from time to time--but they know they are loved and that I will always do my best to protect them--and teach them to protect themselves-and to be aware-on all levels--I can only do what i do--
I was not worried about you--more, in spirit with you--empathy, not sympathy---Didn't bring a straight-jacket, just some chicken soup--I care about you--you are special to me--I won't apologize for that--When I use the word "love" or "friend" know that my keyboard is not that familiar with them because I don't say it unless I mean it--Everyone here has enriched my life--that is the greatest comment I can make--

Jim (Jj)

nina said...

Thank you Jj.

nina said...

Michael, I know your sun is always shining.
The time has come to apologize for not having taken a side all those months ago. But you didn't need me barking in, because you wear permanent sunglasses.
Our friendship can endure anything and will. Time will prove it.
To know you is to know you forever. My heart is made up of many little pieces freely given to you and Les and Dadnerd and Jj and the Firekeeper and a few select others.

At dawn, today, ESE the blazing orange, were red/pink rows of lenticulars.

We don't have the rototiller yet, will a hoe work as well? Just turn it over, right?

nina said...

Dadnerd, where I live there is evidence everywhere the Earth had her way with this place. The plates roiled beneath the sea and the waters rose up traveling east across the land mass leaving no stone unturned. Those plates are the Ring of Fire and they exist all the way from western Asia across North America south into the Caribbean islands. Whenever the Earth is really tired of humanity, there will be nothing we can do about it. This makes Nature the real and only government possible. This is the Yin and Yang of the truth.
Irma Thomas, River is Waiting

m_astera said...

Hi nina-

Yeah I can take care of myself. I'm sitting here laughing. I have the tendency to gang up on my verbal opponents when I'm the only one in the gang; it just wouldn't be fair to them to pile anyone else on as well. I know your love and support are always there, as are mine for you. You are greatly appreciated.

As to hoe vs rototiller, yeah of course, but what are we turning over or incorporating into the soil? I need details; those things that are water soluble have to be handled differently than those that are not. Get back to me with some details, please, and we'll talk gardening. I'm here.

m_astera said...

One more thing, on the subject of advice to children. I get along great with most kids and especially teenagers, maybe because I remember those times so well and how I would like to have been treated.

One thing I really appreciate about kids is that as an adult I can tell them what to do when necessary. Things like "stop that". Can't do that with adults, not with the same ease and authority anyway.

My philosophy for dealing with kids was summed up best by former prez Harry Truman. When asked what his secret was for getting along so well with children he said "I ask them what they would like to do, and then I tell them to go do that."

nina said...

Oh Senor, its just as well you don't know what garbage was floating around behind the scenes during the episode.

I am in discussion at the moment with my manager about the garden. Will get back to you promptly. THANKS!

Dadnerd said...

Nina:

Seemed like a small brush fire went through here yesterday. Even in nature that is necessary. Check out this photo. In Florida, fire is an essential part of the system, cleans out all the underbrush. I guess it's true everywhere.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/36137078@N08/3465248853/sizes/l/

Oh my theory about the earth using humans, was a joke, sometimes I say things that sound serious and forget to put a smiley in.

On the subject of M. I know I'm new around here, but my observation of Mike is he is something of a genius and is very confident about what he believes. Always an asset to any discussion, and when I see what he says, I know I should just shut up sometimes and listen more.


Cheers.

nina said...

The day I knew you were a true wise man was when you said you'd given your daughter the RV to live in for her teen years. That was BRILLIANT.

nina said...

Great photo, DadN. The sun shining through the burn says it all. There's the real government in action and we'd just better bow down.

m_astera said...

A couple of additional details re the pause:

My friend says the pause will end within the next month or month and a half. She seems pretty sure on that.

Possibly connected: She was observing a high-level meeting in E Central Europe. Two major powers, US and China? plus the host country. They were discussing strategy; three major events would happen (simultaneously?) around the world, false flag ops of course, which would cause fear and panic in the population. These would be used mostly as a distraction to cover up their real operation happening elsewhere.

(word verification is bromo; broma is joke in Spanish.)

This is the old magician's trick of "look where I'm pointing and telling you to look" (and not at what the other hand is doing). The real action will be elsewhere.

Heads up.

notamobster said...

Nina - Jj - Dandnerd - Les - Master_a - et al :

I came by to say hello. I have removed my blogs from the server, as I just did not have time to continue with them. I am not overloading myself, but rather have been in the process of further unburdening my life of extraneous (and un-necessary)diversions.

I have this drive inside me that is pushing me to enjoy life (which for me is my wife and kids) while it's good. It burns with a sense of urgency. One like I have never really experienced. It's really a wierd feeling to have this urgent, immediate need to unwind and slow down.

I am involved in the matters of great concern, but out in the physical world. I hope everyone is doing great, and of good spirit.

I love you all.

Stacy

notamobster said...

Nina - I still have your painting "Brief window of opportunity" hanging on my office wall. I look at it multiple times daily.

I just thought of this while looking at it:

Maybe it touched me on a deeper level than I previously thought. I obviously cannot predict the future, but I feel like we have a brief window of opportunity to enjoy our lives before the balloon goes up.

Anonymous said...

The beauty of the net, if we allow it to be, is that we don't know what the other person looks like, what they do for a living, how big their house is, etc--unless someone chooses to share it--It may lack that "human touch" but it's pretty cool the way we DO know each other--
"You will know them by their fruits"
So, how do you like THEM apples!!!!

Jj

Anonymous said...

fun banter at petri---

Jj

nina said...

Very good NOTA, you are a master at interpretation.
i am so happy you like it. I may have already said this, but it was done with you in mind. The whole time in the making I thought Just wait till Stacy sees this one!Next. I know you are having a wonderful real life. The few times I've parted with the laptop, they've kept it for a standard 6 whole weeks. I am always at a sudden loss and then, heh heh, the FUN BEGINS. Yes, relationships renewed, new ones sealed, spending quality time in human interaction, visiting, hanging out and learning from always amazing people. As soon as the laptop returns, the addiction takes hold, the window of opportunity closes, the phone isn't answered, things I'd wanted to do don't get done. So, you see, I am very, very happy for you.